Sunday, May 11, 2008

A Daily Thought

“ I don’t like formulas,
I don’t like clothes that are rigid,
And I don’t like people who are rigid.
I like freedom”


- Alber Elbaz for Lanvin


I also don't like wondering if I'm capable of love.

The Breakdown

I feel I should give a summary of all the guys I'm seeing/corresponding with. Now for my favourite part, coming up with interesting nicknames. I think I'm going to use superhero names...it seems fitting enough.

1. Superman - first guy I talked to when seriously considering a SD/SB relationship. He's only 30, very handsome, and a complete dog. I found him on CL so telling him lies about myself was inevitable. I have yet to see any sign of his finances besides pictures of his place. I've met with him once. The first time was casual, the second time we made out and thats it. I don't think he is serious about this, and seems to be untrustworthy. I will never use CL again!

2. Batman - Met him off seekingarrangements. Seems to be the most straightforward guy I've talked to and the most down to earth. We've gone out a few times and had sex a couple. He's not the best looking guy but I actually enjoy his company. He takes me out for a nice time, and takes me to the best restaurants in the city which is nice. The sex is...well...loveless sex. I made about $1000 so far.

3. Spider-Man - This guy is married, we've only e-mailed, but he's willing to pay about $400 for a few hours of fun every week. I tried to get more but he said he wasn't quite a millionaire yet. But it is weekly, and even though he isn't the best looking, I could really use some quick cash. (what's that you say...I'm becoming a high class hooker?) Maybe some form of a relationship will blossom, he did say he would bring gifts.

4.Joe - (I can't think of anymore superhero names) I've talked to him on the phone. He seems genuine. He grew up where I live but lives further away now. He offered to fly me there and stay in a fancy hotel. I think I'm going to do it. I should call him tonight. I'm kind of scared of flying out to meet someone. I wish I could talk to someone about this issue...but I'm sure my newfound status would not be amusing to the masses...or any of my friends.

Those are the only ones I see fit to mention at the moment. Now for my list of things to do:

-Get nails done
-grow out hair and get waxed (full body) - this seems the hardest to accomplish maybe I should just get the Brazilian for now and get the rest done when I start making more money.
-eat only salads this week
-study for my biology and French exam coming up this week
-go to the gym

SB
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Saturday, May 10, 2008

How it Started

Well I'm living with a family friend and my mom won't give me enough money, or at least I can't make her money last. What can I say...I happen to enjoy the finer things in life. My journey actually started with my infatuation with Craigslist. This funny little site that offers absolutely everything. I started by looking for an old record player...innocent enough, until I found my way to the personal ads. The things people offer! *gasp* Being beautiful in exchange for money. I can do that!

I don't trust CL though, so I never furthered my cause in pursuing any of the ads advertising a sugar daddy relationship. Well that's not entirely true; I talked this one guy once and it was late at night and he asked if I wanted to hang out. He described himself as attractive, my gut told me he was a bit odd. He drove downtown (that's where I live) and as soon as the car pulled up, I walked over in my sexy skirt so he could see how long my legs are, as soon as I got to the car he rolled down the window and I said "I'm sorry, but this isn't happening" he rolled up his window and drove off. He seriously looked like he was an alcoholic who drifts from shelter to shelter...he just seemed as though he showered more often. I didn't think about a mutually beneficial relationship until 3 months later.

Now I'm on seekingarrangements, the one site you can count on to meet someone who suits your needs.

Will write more on my encounters soon.

SB
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