Real BF...what a downer.

I've been seeing the guy, a real guy. With no money, who actually likes me. All that comes to mind is LOSER LOSER LOSER when I see him. Don't get me wrong, he's really sweet and caring but he cannot afford my wardrobe by any means. He's tall, blonde, somewhat dreamy looking but somewhat awkward.

I left Real Guy at home when I went and saw Formula man. He wanted to meet me late at night and I said what the hell...what's dinner for $142. I saw him, however this time he completely disgusted me. it was around 1 AM and he was hungry so we jumped in his car and drove around for half an hour while I attempted to kindly explain to him that the kitchens happen to close around 11:30. I convinced him of this finally and suggested an all night Korean restaurant.

We sat down, ordered, and my disgust grew. His thick glasses, his hunched back, his strawberry blonde curled hair, his overlaped teeth which showed shen he smiled and leaned his head forward like a chicken; the epitome of a disgusting buffoon.

I asked for my meal to be packed up. Looked at him, got up, took the food and left.

142$ is not worth my dignity...he probably would have short changed me $2 anyways.

S left for Europe, I want him to be back. He seemed so genuine and as though he would be the perfect SD. I will definitely contact him at some point, and call when he gets back. We were never intimate but he did offer to buy me an ipod however his son was in a car accident and he had to rush to the hospital. He called the next day but I couldn't see him.

Joe e-mailed with yet another excuse why he hasn't arranged a trip. I send sweet short e-mail back to 'keep me posted' I'll believe it when it happens! If nothing by the end of August, off with his head...or at least off with the e-mails.

I'm meeting guitar man tomorrow. He's 35 and business owner. He used to be a song writer and used to tour...I suppose I will learn more tomorrow. I'm excited and hope this one works out!

I'm off to get ready to meet my Real Guy. If I do find an SD I think it would be wise to be single. I couldn't hurt another person. NOTE TO SELF: Do not get attached.

xoxo
E

Short changed...

Went for lunch with T otherwise known as Formula Man. He is so dorky to the point of being a little hunch backed, high pants and glasses...classic TV portrait of a NERD. He has an accent which makes conversation somewhat of a challenge. He handed me an Economist magazine with $140....according to his formula, 2 hrs = $142..he short changed me! *gasp*

I hate formulas so I do not consider him in the running. My last SD was too too good to me, now that's what I expect. I prefer to actually get along with my SD and I want him to want to help me out, not pay exclusively for only my time. What do you lovely ladies think about this formula thing? It's too rigid for my liking.

S just called me, he is picking me up this evening. I probably should have declined as I have my period. But I'll say I won't be intimate with someone until the 3rd date. Do you tell new SDs that you have your period when you get it? I'm usually too shy about these sorts of things and make up excuses. What is proper etiquette with this? ughhhh, I hate periods. Mine is light and lasts two days so it's not that bad. But it ruins moments! grrrrrr....
I'm going to hint at how I lost my ipod (which I'm pissed about), maybe he will want to go for a little shopping adventure.

Anyways, I'm going to meet my gay best male friend for a drink or two. ahhhh...cocktails.

xoxo
-E

P.S RADAR by Britney Spears is a song which will be added to my hopefully new ipod. I just watched the video for the first time and was also just informed it's not a new song as I thought when I began typing this sentence.

Date Night

I met S tonight. He took me out for a fabulous dinner at a swanky restaurant with an amazing view; mountains, water, raw fish....what more could I want? He is European, recently divorced and recently exited a relationship with a SB of two and a half years (who he still supports)

I love the looks I get in the restaurant! He is about 55yrs old. But the cute, young waiter couldn't keep his thoughts more on his face than he did. I secretly really love the glares as I'm sure the SDs do as well (: Any of you SBs feel the same way when you're out in public with your SD?

After dinner we went back to his place. It was gorgeous, you could see the water and the city. It was absolutely stunning. He has an indoor pool and hottub. We went in the hottub...minus the swimsuits. I didn't sleep with him as I have this rule about the first date and guys. I really like him, he is definitely an interesting character and seems to have an amazing heart. I hope things work out with him. Only downside is he is leaving for Europe in one week (for a family event). Let's see where the rest of the week takes me....

xoxo
E

A year later and I'm drawn back in

Here I am again after a year of saying goodbye to being a sugar babe I'm sucked back in. I have a longing for beautiful material goods. I'm back on Seekingarrangement. I've been chatting with a few guys.

S is highly successful and looking to meet someone a couple times a week. I'm meeting him for dinner on Wednesday. I hope all goes well. Nothing has been discussed, but luckily we're meeting soon.

Formula Man is a bit strange but VERY straightforward. I'm a little thrown off though as he sent me a long e-mail and has this whole formula worked out on how to arrange my allowance. He offers platonic rates too, which I found amusing. I declined his offer to fly to him. He is coming here, I'm having lunch with him on Saturday. (2hr = $142 (platonic) - according to his "formula"). I think I will get a better feel for him when we meet. I'm thinking we go out for wonderful Japanese...I will suggest a trendy, discreet little place. Only downfall....he is married.

A lives outside of Canada and want to fly me to him. An allowance of $2000-4000/month, plus travel and gifts. I have a good feeling about him. We've only exchanged a couple e-mails and he has already given me a $65 online Victoria Secret giftcard (which I bought something I think we will both enjoy) He is single, 55 and has a 3 year old daughter, which is why he wants the SB/SD relationship.

Joe....yes the same Joe from a year ago, funny enough he found me again. He had been away in Africa. We never met last year but he wants to fly me down twice a month. Set me up in a hotel, and give me an allowance of $1000 per visit, which will mostly be just overnight stays.

S,T, A, Joe....which one will come through? I guess only time can tell...I am certainly not patient though.

xoxo
SB

To do:

-hair
-nails
-lose some weight (don't need to, but I always say I would like to)
-Clear skin - I'm not sure why but it broke out a little last week, now its healing.